soooo yeah any good music out there? preferably not rock or japanese thanks.
but any suggestions? All the mainstream crap for once is giving me a headache.
Ive noticed I start off the wrong way round,
rabbit rabbit rabbit rabbit.
im pretty envious of those people who use their journal as a way of purging and just sharing with the world. if only i could do that.
i blog better in my mind than i ever can be bothered to do online.
ah the words are stuck in my head. things i wanted to blurt out 2 hours ago have fled.
every 2 minutes im gonna erase stuff ive just written. this is an useless no to be seen poist.
hey do you guys type by looking at the screen or your keyborad like me? whose in the club?
ahhhh I feel trapped - like my blog monkey decided my brain needed a quick slo-mo lobotomy done on me.
gAH. BAHAHAHAHAA
i WAS GONNA WRITE STUFF! COOL STUFF! WELL blog like JOURNAL TYPE THINGS! YECH.
OOPS CAPSLOCK.
I am an OSTRiCH! ooh first true thing .
why is it the minute my finger hit to type i can only think of my apparent hunger. my back hurting.
wheesh nearly deleted everything!....
ok honestly typing. keyboard? YOU BRING ME DOWN.
I was in a semi normal everyday mood.
whats your everyday mood?
by the way. If you have firefox or flock (best browser) you should install the stumbleupon toolbar to see what wierd and wonderful things people have bookmarked.
i have no wisdom!
Random news?/observations?
I miss my brother - 21 days till I see him
My other brother is a nazi asshole. I retract the word nazi but my fingers are too tired to do actuall erasing
but yes he is purebred bully.
oh but my little brother is a sweetie spoiled but my spoiled child. (I had to add that. because after rereading I need to share that I have 3 bros - on shit one - on elusive but good one and one cute one! ahm the oldest and useless. But I make great sandwiches!)
i miss my dad and want to tell him i still love him even though i hate some things he's done - when I watch gilmore girls it reminds me. lol! not.
wow
did i just spill?
dont look. my guts spilt a little. i hate my real life friends stumbling upon shit like this that gives them an insight to the real me. no ones allowed there.
but frequently i have an urge to shout out stuff about myself online that i would otherwise say..hey why am I sharing?
do you care? Id prefer if you didnt. itd be much less wierd. or humiliating? whatever
I dont even GO on deviantart anymore? my page is a shithole! my subscription ran out and I just realised what on earth a waste it was in the first place. I care too much about appearances...
like the fact i just slightly freaked out when i realised journal priveliges come with subs. damn. THATS why.
oh I tried to check my camera again after whats it bin now? 4 months? I always have this stupid idea itl somehow magically work again. unofortunately have misplaced batteries.
I feel empty! EMPTY.
Well ive wasted enough finger time - now off to re read Daine - Wildmage series by Tamora Pierce (read her books!)