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count all the spelling mistakes and you could win a prize! no seriously.

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Edit: I missed journal priveliges. So the sub is back. Plus no twitter on my profile page? Cant live without that. How else would you know I was alive?

And Im in a happier mood now. Though I did skip my uni classes :D Late night ^_^
Last night was a very blastful night <3

A bit of recycledwax



soooo yeah any good music out there? preferably not rock or japanese thanks.
but any suggestions? All the mainstream crap for once is giving me a headache.

Ive noticed I start off the wrong way round,


rabbit rabbit rabbit rabbit.:headbang:


im pretty envious of those people who use their journal as a way of purging and just sharing with the world. if only i could do that.
i blog better in my mind than i ever can be bothered to do online.

ah the words are stuck in my head. things i wanted to blurt out 2 hours ago have fled.
every 2 minutes im gonna erase stuff ive just written. this is an useless no to be seen poist.

hey do you guys type by looking at the screen or your keyborad like me? whose in the club?

ahhhh I feel trapped - like my blog monkey decided my brain needed a quick slo-mo lobotomy done on me.

gAH. BAHAHAHAHAA


i WAS GONNA WRITE STUFF! COOL STUFF! WELL blog like JOURNAL TYPE THINGS! YECH.

OOPS CAPSLOCK.

I am an OSTRiCH! ooh first true thing .


why is it the minute my finger hit to type i can only think of my apparent hunger. my back hurting.
wheesh nearly deleted everything!....


ok honestly typing. keyboard? YOU BRING ME DOWN.

I was in a semi normal everyday mood.
whats your everyday mood?


by the way. If you have firefox or flock (best browser) you should install the stumbleupon toolbar to see what wierd and wonderful things people have bookmarked.

i have no wisdom!

Random news?/observations?
I miss my brother - 21 days till I see him
My other brother is a nazi asshole. I retract the word nazi but my fingers are too tired to do actuall erasing
but yes he is purebred bully.
oh but my little brother is a sweetie spoiled but my spoiled child. (I had to add that. because after rereading I need to share that I have 3 bros - on shit one - on elusive but good one and one cute one! ahm the oldest and useless. But I make great sandwiches!)

i miss my dad and want to tell him i still love him even though i hate some things he's done - when I watch gilmore girls it reminds me. lol! not.



wow


did i just spill?


dont look. my guts spilt a little. i hate my real life friends stumbling upon shit like this that gives them an insight to the real me. no ones allowed there.

but frequently i have an urge to shout out stuff about myself online that i would otherwise say..hey why am I sharing?

do you care? Id prefer if you didnt. itd be much less wierd. or humiliating? whatever


I dont even GO on deviantart anymore? my page is a shithole! my subscription ran out and I just realised what on earth a waste it was in the first place. I care too much about appearances...

like the fact i just slightly freaked out when i realised journal priveliges come with subs. damn. THATS why.


oh I tried to check my camera again after whats it bin now? 4 months? I always have this stupid idea itl somehow magically work again. unofortunately have misplaced batteries.



I feel empty! EMPTY.


Well ive wasted enough finger time - now off to re read Daine - Wildmage series by Tamora Pierce (read her books!)


:blowkiss:

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Mood = In Pain (Back hurts)
Listening = Ludacris - The Potion / Native Deen - Intentions
Reading = Comics on explodingwumpus.com by MrWumpus
Eating = Fish & Wafflies mmm


Announcement!: AC3 - Last Night on Earth
Hosted by:TazzyDee and KneelingGlory
The Challenge: Portray in whatever art form how you envision your last night on earth
To find out all the Details / Rules & Regulations please read the article link above (:
If you're interested spread the word!

Im feeling a bit more happy so I thought Id throw in a little colour (:
Driving Cars by nandiamond rainbow wool by nandiamond corazon de colores II by nandiamond


Update 2:
My heart feels like a tight ball. Its choked up. I want to cry but I cant.
something happened BUT now Im not crying anymore-ish. actually Itll be on and off. Its like I forget easily. Or try too hard to. I change my mood frequently. So ignore me people. Im just being a drama queen k?

also when I found the site as mentioned below I looked for similar style sites (I was pretty bored). Some were funny some were lame some were gross. Take your pick. They are the total opposite of GivesMeHope.com (more like <a href="www.fmylife.com>FMyLife.com) but in their own way they made me smile, laugh (and cringe).
Here they are with my ratings:
FWhyMe?.com *
ShameBears.com ***
ApologyCentre.com **
WowAwkward.tk ***
Jinxed.org ***
MyLifeIsAverage ****
MyLifeIsTheBomb.com *



Update:
Found a lovely site which was directed to me by JupiterLily on twitter. GivesMeHope.com does exactly what it says. The top GMH made me cry but in a good way. Its such a sweet site.
If you  feeling down this is the place to go :)
If your a natural born cynic then your place is in <a href="www.fmylife.com>FMyLife.com but Im betting even you might like the site.
Im mostly a cynic but this site lifted me up. Now I sound like Im high.
:iconballoonplz:


☎ a little feature. because I feel guilty not updating. ever,

and twitter is sometimes just one-sided. lol. But it has made me discover a lot of cool new sites out there that offer tutorials and resources...If youve been following my tweets you'll have noticed (:

anyway part of why I havent put up any photos/art or just commenting faving is because:
    a)no inspiration :( b)broken camera T_T (I fell down my very steep stairs while holding the camera. The lenses are jammed) It costs more to fix it that to buy a new one c)plain laziness d)deviantart. you scare me... I feel like I cant make any connections with people anymore...dont know why. Im even avoiding my real life friends. So Im sorry if I dont continue a convo, reply etc. I will most likely fave and run :D e)extreme overload of messages and deviations. I have over 2,000 devs to see still and over 4000 msgs .... not a good outlook and a very large part of why I avoid DA...Im a wimp


☂ I feel empty these days. And the days are running pretty slowly like honey dripping :|

Ive also (I think) had a fallout with my best friend. well the thing is Im an absolute idiot.

Do you ever wish you could rewire your brain? Maybe wonder what its like to be a cloud or a tree for a change?
Im so lost.

♥ anyways thats all I can ramble about. enjoy the feature! taken from my 'shadowsinthelight' collection.

Save Her by GreatLash :thumb89141212: Noumeno by Blekotakra
catwalk by EbruSidar :thumb115489154: The Forest by CasheeFoo
- show me your face - by FreeMelAncholy self pinhole by ayazdede rainy days by RidiculousDream
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six feet under by ultramaryna :thumb119087452: :thumb113465829:
:thumb51724376: :thumb119643149:
The sequence by janati the creature: I by orbatid renkli yagmur by sounddoors
Film by MarinaCoric Stalk 1 by Justynka after dark iv by Pretty-As-A-Picture


x take care everyone x
:blowkiss:
Jammy

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May 29th 2009
Mood: Lethargic
Listening to: Demi Lovato - Dont Forget
Reading: Embrace the Night by Karen Chance
Eating: Absolutely nothing ):

add me on twitter to keep in touch #
hover over links for a few seconds to find out more #


I've made foolproof journal!
No more messing about just inputting what I feel like and occasionally changing the picture
ok I lie. I love messing about. In fact Ive edited this more than ten times already :giggle:

The little photo is of some of the girls I teach in my mosque weekend school.
You dont know this but there was a teeny riot going on there as I shot this.
Kids. You cant live with them for more than five minutes before you plan your own demise.

so hows everyone?
hope your lifes not rushing by too fast and you have time to do something fun x

decided to feature random friends. hope you guys give them more than a second glance (:


take care everyone! xxo
:blowkiss:
Jammy


ps. there is a hidden link in this journal (: can you find it?

my little plz directory
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