yehehe lol the "devious journal entry" was a little mistake..not some words of wisdom...hah...just trying out some CSS for the luverly
EnelicHey guys what do u think of my little tweaking on this journal? Is it goood or could it do with improvements? If you like it - Im thinking of doing requesties! Cuz this is rather theraputic for me lol -
- I feel better making things...
leetle update
hai gaizz um yeah Im kinda feeling a little depressed...I went to town yesterday..and this afternoon / evenin (you cant really tell these days
I mean its 4pm and its already dark) with Dolz..just randomly and also for her party..were thinking of havin a fancy dress party for her bday...yeah so anyway I needed to get out of the house..:..Ive just been lying down..colleges not going good at the mo - personal problems etc etc...getting me down
it sux...and Im being a total brat about it..
I was a CRAP ASS teacher today...Im trying to convince my mum I cant teach anymore but shes not having it..probably cuz Im trying to resign right in the middle of term..but Im such a incompetent teacher! Yeah and THATS the reason the kids like me
because Im a damn pushover and as much as I like kids I cant take having to shout at them every 5 seconds and control them. And having other teachers come in to shout at them instead and then them behaving ONLY because they came in - nothing to do with me. IM SICK OF THAT. Its like Ive already lost the fight..there IS no damn fight left in me - and Im not just talking about teaching just about life in general..Im just getting freaking depressed..and doing nothing whatsoever..Im letting life go and Ive got this little panic box inside me saying stop - but the voice is too tiny - Im just I dunno behind some cotton wool :
So yeah going out cheered me up a little - but its not gonna help in the long run..I just feel like writing it down..maybe Ill feel a little calmer..I cant help feeling really angry at the stupid problem sometimes. I cant tell people about it - I feel disconnected from others - I just cant deal. Mum keeps worrying about me - calling me down - saying how I used to be full of life..hah ..full of life ...me Im just up and down...I swing both ways..I guess this is my downtime...
*sigh* yep I sighed..but one good thing..Im back to reading books again ... finally read the latest Stepahine Plum book by Janet Evanovich..ahh that was one big giant giggle box. seriously if you put a recorder beside my voice while I read it last night - you would hear me laugh every five seconds, Im not lying. If your a fan of insanity, comedy, haphazard romance, crazy people, random thrillers...um more craziness...this author is for your bookshelf..so I guess there are other ways to cheer me up..but a book is just a book...but still the ride is fun if its a good on
..
ok ramblings are over sorry for botherin ya
KIRIBAN??
Definition of kiriban: "a number which is a good place to stop", "a round number".
Kiriban (plural: kiriban or kiribans)
1. A milestone; an interesting number displayed on a web counter, such as 10000, 22222, etc.; particularly, one selected by the website owner for the purpose of giving a prize to whoever reaches it.
2. A gift or prize given to one who reaches such a milestone.
3. The system of giving gifts to those who reach web count milestones.
Also used as in attribution, as kiriban winner, kiriban number, kiriban picture, etc., or with a number indicating the kiriban, as kiriban 5000. Can also be said as kiribian
So yeah Im thinking I want to do a kiriban contest
lol I dunno it sounds fun - I hardly ever check my pageviews - so when I see Kiriban contests on other journals and then I run to see my page views
And today I found this new club which indexes as many kiriban contests found on DA!
Join now!
*runs of right now to check*..right so I have
11,884 pageviews I dont want a boring old rounded number soooo.....
“"The luckyy number is......{ 12,345 } "
Yep!
so if you want to catch it - keep an eye out on my pageviews! And then take a
screenshot of it - (just hold down the print screen button (Prt Sc) and the whole screen will be captured on clipboard - just paste it into a graphics program - like MSPaint to Photoshop - easy as that.
When you've saved the image, either
upload it on a image hosting site (i.e.
Photobucket |
Imageshack |
Uploading.com) or upload it to the SCRAPS section of you deviantart gallery then send a link to me in a note. I dont mind if no one gets the exact number - as long as its really close
The prizes are..
Personalised
Stamp 1 Month Journal
Feature (You can choose one friend to be featured as well
)
So get going!
By the way though this is for FUN
I dont support the view that pageviews are in anyway IMPORTANT
I mean ok when you do have a lot of views that obviously means that there is more of a chance for your art to be seen - but It doesn't necessarily mean that because you have a lot of page views you are full of WIN
and are liek soo coool
Read this article (if you havent already) please >>>
Pageviews and Popularity - The real deal. <<< by
PoetryODAlso speaking of contests..Ive been thinking the JayJay's (
x-x-sakura-x-x) chatroom -
#damnjapanese has gotten pretty popular with lots of members but not enough participation
- we havent had any active learning / quizzes and competitions - Any damnjapaneser who read this - what do u guys think? Should we have a contest?
For anyone who hasnt heard of it befores - its a chatroom for anybody interested in Japan, or the language, or for anyone of Japanese origin - Join us if your interested
(we have teh sexeh bot aswell
- well JayJay can be bothered to bring it in
)
♥ f o o d t i e m s { process of poaching
}
P H O T O S H O O T
So yeah I had this idea of taking photos of my mates in fashion shooty style 8D while looking through their bebo pix. There awl so hawt
and Im not
well good thing since I prefer being behind the camera. Ive got so many ideas for themes and locations and effects! I just have to get organised - Ive already recruited me models and helpers lol...I need to do test shootins
and hoping itll go good
The thing is I dont know how many Ill be allowed to post here - since we're muslims we gotta cover up - but most willl be on bebo
- Im looking for other models...but lol Im getting ahead of myslef! I dont even know whether Ill be good at this
I hope I will!
Oh yeah we got to try out the studio in our photography class and we fooled around with the lights & tripod stuff - lol it was a total laugh - Id upload the pictures here - but I need permission of my classmates first
I even made Claire into an angel lol on photoshop
Took many mooaaaaar photos..I think my gallery willt be filllled with photos..hah I havent felt like doin a photomanipulation in agen
I actually bought this tripod thing - a joby gorrila pod
- Its a twistable tripod - which you can fix onto thing...sadly since part of my brain is missing I forgot that this tripod wont really help much in studio photography
I may have to return it
Hmm Oh yeah discovered an awesome site
Watch-Movies.net and have been catching up with some movies Ive missed. Basically its got uploads on loadsa latest movies - free to watch online - and not crappy quality either
theres another site
INeedPopcorn.com which shows free movies and anime and stuff aswell
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A little shoutout to my Bestest Bestie EVER in the world
I know we havent seen each other in ages (it feels like that anyway) and that your pc sucks etc and we cant even talk on the phone either
but both'll get fixed soon - Your the best friend ever, Love you hun - dont ever think I hate u hun EVER
(or Ill slap you like the silly wumann that you are
)
Love to all the people Im mates with on DA - u guys rock
Especially the ones I have chats with
You guys make my day when I go online
xoxo
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(sorry Ally! 
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